Introduction
My name is David. I am an Australian Government Mind Control Abuse (called AGMCA from now on) survivor. I have been in long term therapy for sixteen years
now. The last two and a half years have been spent directly on government abuse with a counsellor and an email support list for mind control survivors.
Therapy before was for sexual assault mainly by
my father and ritual abuse by many and various cults which involved my father.
I have had many articles published in books in Australia and overseas on being
a ritual abuse survivor. I have also given many public talks on ritual abuse to
Australian general survivor groups and community groups. I have also done many
media interviews in Australia on ritual abuse and organised paedophilia.
The information comes from my recovery from the
abuse, from discussions with other survivors and counsellors, and from
literature and webpages concerned with the abuse and survivorship. It has two
main perspectives of being personal and political.
First it is
written from what I experienced as a victim and as a survivor and reflecting on
these. When I came to writing the webpage I wrote down what I thought was
valuable for me. I then thought of what was valuable for the many survivors I
email with constantly. Then I would compare to see how we were doing things
both similarly and differently. All survivors do things differently, but we
tend to have the same basic ways of surviving, and it was these ways that I put
on the webpage.
It has also been
good to simply observe myself and other survivors so that I am out of my stuff
somewhat. A good learning curve!! What was also very valuable was emailing or
talking with my counsellor. Shes not a survivor and so didn’t get triggered,
could be more objective and have more time and energy to respond.
I feel I can testify to the abuse as the
memories are consistent and firm, and the fact that after a year and a half of
therapy my understandings of government abuse have not altered. In fact they
have gotten deeper. At first, the
understandings were of programming related to missions, deployment and
training.
The abuse is now conceptualised within
institutional forms and has historical and current relationships. In other
words, when I was being sent on missions to islands off the north Australian
coast in the early 1980s it was to assassinate refugees coming to Australia.
Everyone knows the Australian government does not want refugees, and everyone
knows that the Australian government has tried to kill off people it didn’t
want in the past such as Aboriginal people. What the government is simply doing
now is the same thing but abusing mind controlled people and covertly.
My abuse also has corroboration with the exact
same programming and similar deployment of North American victims/survivors. A
pattern of many Canadian and U.S. ritual abuse survivors was also of subsequent
revelations of abuse within government organisations such as the CIA. Mind Control,
developed specifically by the CIA, was being abused on victims who were
deployed in espionage, assassination, policing, extracting monies through
illegal operations, etc. This was different to localised pseudo religious and
extremely perverse ritual abuse cults. These were covert government operations
such as espionage on foreign governments, drug production and distribution,
arms supply, etc. The unfolding of my abuse is similar. I had worked through
ritual abuse memories and control, but found that I was also being abused by
another body. This turned out to be government perpetrators within a similar
covert organisation and for government ends such as espionage, drug production,
assassination, etc.
Another (obvious) thing Id like to say is that
Im not making this up. In fact I wish I was! I don’t get any monetary or other
material benefit and I can think of other ways of “attracting attention”. I didn’t get any prompting by counsellors,
hypnotists, survivors or from getting information from the web or literature.
My suspicions were aroused when I was doing
things when I was travelling that were against what I wanted to do. I was
staying in places far too long than would be expected of tourism and which I
found out had major military bases. I was also missing too much time and
feeling disorientated. This reminded me of the ritual abuse programming but was
in a different context.
I then started to reflect on the weirdness and
with talking to personal parts and having memory, found out that I was being
nonconsciously abused as a courier with illegal military information. I then searched the internet and found
information on grub abuse and found the email support groups.
From then on more memory unfolded and I found I
was till being deployed. Programming is very deep. I am now working on the
programming and memories so that I wont be deployed anymore and can have a safe
and happy life.
The other perspective is political and I feel I
need to be honest and open in stating mine. This issue is political as it
involves the nature and implementation of government. This means government
departments and bureaucracy, legislation, the supposed democratic process,
politicians, etc. Of more importance is revealing the existence of illegal and
hidden activities within and surrounding it, and for whose benefit the
government is there for.
I am a Marxist. Marxism sees the economy and government as being controlled by
rich major companies. These immorally obtain large amounts of money by paying
workers very little, by selfishly owning factories and mines, and controlling
natural resources which are made into products and sold at expensive prices.
These company owners which comprise about 1% of the population immorally own
about 90% of the wealth by doing these. Understandably people such as workers
and owners of land where resources are, do not want companies abusing them and
therefore strike, fight back, demand government legislative change, etc.
Marxism sees the government as being the major
instrument of large company owners, and implements what it wants. This is in
terms of legislation or illegal ways that backs company owners, and in
providing organised violence such as the military, espionage agencies and
police to enforce these.
Marxism
is also hopeful in that it sees a struggle between workers and original land
owners against large company owners. Through public exposure of immorality and
abuse, the public can be properly informed and government can actually be used
legitimately to create humane legislation. This is happening and this webpage
is an example of public exposure and information so that the abuse will be
revealed and stopped. The underlying cause of the abuse, ie large company greed
and government complicity will also be stopped.
However, the most important thing I want to
write here is that the information and ideas are not instructions in both the
personal and political perspectives. If you the reader disagree or differ with
the personal and political perspectives, that’s fine with me. I dont want to be
like the perpetrators and demand or proscribe certain ideologies, approaches,
etc. These are simply the way I see things and need to be said openly and honestly, and not pushed on anyone.
There are also no set rules for survivorship.
Survivors approach recovery differently depending upon their personal ways of
dealing with things. There are no set
times, no set ways, no specific cures, etc. I would be wary of anyone who said
there were. Recovery depends on many things. How long a person was abused and
how painful the abuse was, different ways of abuse, how much support a survivor
can get, the degree of safety, external aspects such as raising children, etc,
etc. A survivor could be stuck in a painful memory for a month and at another
time can also get much awareness overnight.
If what
is written here is not appropriate, relevant or to be disagreed with, then
that’s fine. Whatever is truly beneficial for the victim/survivor is the best
thing.